This was written by me in a notebook when Abe was 2 weeks old. I wanted to share it with you, today, on the day he turns 3 months old.
I cannot believe that I am a mother.
Even right now, with a sleeping 2 week old baby in my arms… I am in awe, and blown away.
I’m constantly crying – mostly hormones to blame.
I will sing primary songs to him, and tear up and cry whenever parents or families or teaching is said.
He is mine.
I am his mommy.
It is up to me to teach and guide and protect him and love and shape him.
The other day, as I was holding him and nursing –
I was overcome with emotion as I thanked my Father in Heaven for sending me this little miracle,
I was overcome with emotion as I thanked my Father in Heaven for sending me this little miracle,
this sweet little boy who made me a momma, when being one is all I have really wanted.
